Miracles...

Truly.... miracles have a funny way of happenning to those who believe in them!!!

:)

awww...

"On this earth true friends are rare
people always are not what they appear
memories they call them sweet memories
but none of them without a tear"

~ written by my Aunt, when she was in college.

whenever... i see it...

Had seen it happenning to a few others, thought about it as one of the worst things that could happen to a person... feared it happenning to me... but... i have know the truth for long now... and it hurts to the core... the more i think about it.... whenever i see it happenning.... whenever i read it....

"The trouble with people is not that they don't know, but that they know so much that ain't so"

hope that one day it won't be so....

and... as they say having all three is a charm....

of the choices we make....

Not sure about the reason i am writing this here, maybe because i have kept it in me for quite long... clarity of thought truly defies me right now...

although had promised myself wouldn't do this this here, had promised myself wouldn't think about it....

Not reacting to things, not being able to explain things, wanting the answers to a whole lot of unanswered questions, wondering if it's really worthwile....

knowingly i choose to keep things the way they are, truly... there are times where we shut our eyes and choose not to learn or know things because it's so much better to let them be the way they are maybe because a disappointing outcome is something which you fear happening to you....

and no matter what all i go through you will still be the ignorant one, living carelessly having one less thing to be bothered about.... :(

one quwaali that i have cherished for years...

Kaam jiska fakat yeh daulat dil ki lutana hai.

Mohabbat ka khazana bhi kya khub khazana hai.

Kudrat jo hazaron karishme dikhati hai woh bhi toh

ek tarah se insaan ko mohabbat batana hai

Shabnam se moti, bade-e-saba ki tazagi, gulon ki mehek

kaenat ke ziyafat ka ye ek dilchasp bahana hai

Har pat me, har kali mein chippa paegam-e mohabbat hai

Har pankhuri ke labho pe ulfat ka ye tarana hai

Kya duniya ne samajha hai kya logon ne jaana hai

Ham khaak nishano ke thokar mein dekho zamana hai

Har pak rishtye ki buniyad, mohabbat hai

Ma bacche ka atul bandhan uska hi ek namuna hai

kya chiz mohabbat hai, duniya na samajh payi

yun kahene ko toh gardish mein sadiyon se zamana hai

Ye labz-e-mohabbat ka adna sa fazana hai

simte toh dile aashik, feleh ko zamana hai

Fizul woh hai dino dharam, jahan mohabbat basti nahi

jis dil mein mohabbat hai, wohi uska thikana hai

Pat var mohabbat ki hatho me rahe har dam

Duniya bhi taperon se gar sakine ko bajana hai

Ye ishk ruhani ab zaroorat ban gayi aadmi ki

ek baat yehi mujh ko belos batana hai.