I have been very lucky. ALWAYS.
But then there are times when things in your life aren't the way you want them to be. Every possible problem happens. You fight and fight with yourself and the world. Until you reach a stage where you look back and wonder. What's going on?? Why is the world conspiring against me?? Why isn't one good thing happening in my life right now?! Still there are no answers. Just a lot of struggle. I am saturated and tired.... of struggling.... Of the tensions. I just need to relieve myself. Totally.